you might have bpd if you:
- develop intensely passionate feelings for anybody who’s decent to you
- go back and forth between deeply loving and severely hating the very same person
- get really ecstatic and positive at the thought of a small pleasure
- get dangerously low and pessimistic at a minor set back
- put yourself in compromising and potentially harmful situations as a way to, either consciously or subconsciously, further punish or traumatize yourself
- get unmanageably angry when witnessing someone hurt your loved one
- have obsessive and intrusive thoughts about violently getting revenge on any perpetrator who has wronged you or someone dear to you
- disassociate in a number of ways, including feeling like you’re stuck in a simulation, a movie, or a dream. this also includes “zoning out” completely and not feeling or thinking anything, but obtaining more of a sleeping-while-awake state of being
- have white rage episodes that result from external stimuli triggering your fight or flight mode. within these you can also exhibit sociopathic [sic] tendencies and symptoms akin to paranoid-schizophrenia
- have any kind of hallucinations, be it auditory, visual, or sensory
- are deathly afraid of abandonment and isolation
- constantly worry that everyone hates you and your friends are faking affection, thus driving you to seek constant validation and reassurance
- often go back and forth between beating yourself up for not being good enough for your friends/partner and demonizing your friends/partner for not being good enough for you
- and a lot, lot more




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